as evening steps in,
things became better.
tutoring was rather boring with not much people around.
it was fortunate that rin2 & cenny was there for the first hour or so. :) and those guys from physics 6 came in much later to ask questions which i know not the answers to. I practically can't recall a single thing about the topic they asked me about. not even a single formula. how embarrassing was that? However, miraculously after several trials and errors, i got the answer for the last question they were frustated of thinking about.
muahahaha- im so proud of myself. it's actually the first time i realized that i really do learn something in physics
class and that i wasn't actually wasting my time & my parents' $$. *sobs*
hm. i just had a conversation with a friend. Hearing the life story induces sympathy in me, even though it happened months ago. :( apalagi to know that no one is even there at that time to console....
All i know is that i am still myOLDself.
nothing much has changed.
i sincerely did what i could to prevent troubling a soul. :)
What more can i do when one-sidedness slips in?
it's not my choice to make it right. i did what i can.
In the short-run, letting everyone be happy with their current choices in search of their own happiness sounds appropriate, at least to me.
if yielding meant being pretentious in a way or another -though, understandably, pretentious could adopt a positive meaning altogether-, sure. :)
a little leeway to my thoughts~
there's no saying 'whatever'.
in all submissiveness, my doors 'll be kept open if and when.
after all,
that simple-yet-beautiful phrase of "friends" is there for a reason, right?
my happiness is not the least bit above anyone else's grief at all.
But if someone has already made a choice, i would show respect if it's for the best.
:) time heals.
most imptly, God heals. :)
a friend told me, kasih ada at the top of everything. i <3 that.
oh yeah, whatever Kyung told me was right. i would consider them.
so i realized that ten fingers and another ten toes aren't sufficient to count all the blessings I have had in my life.
for anyone who feels heavy on the shoulders,
CHEER UP!!~
Philippians 4:13
