*sighs*
Who are you to assume my decisions are under the great influence of someone else or that I would possess such a gullibility to obey whatever was said to me?
who are you to put all the blame on them for the disappointment you've suffered?
have you not been advised, in the first place, to not hold on to two-hands-full-of-matter, --when letting go of some lessens the burden-- even if it means saving yourself from a temporary sense of guilt?
I've realised,
much earlier than you.
I've learnt,
that letting go of something I am incapable of managing,
is an ultimate resolution. :
Alas,
you misunderstood.
and thought about reasons far more complicated than what the reality presents, thus sparking disappointment in yourself.
would i involve myself much further?
could i even utter part of that unpleasant truth which surely more than one pair of ears would be defensive about at this point of time?
i'd rather hold my peace. 'til perhaps one day some other individual make you understand.
i can't but move on...
to some, i might seem
selfish. mean. unreasonable.
Who cares anymore!!
After all the mess, I ought to deserve my share of taking. then, i've given much for nothing but endless, reoccuring troubles.
it's not that we're short of far more prominent matters to care for than all that childish guesses we used to make when we were less matured anyway.
on a happy note,
christmas is coming.
i'm singing a duet with andrew, i think, for "We Are The Reason".
and we're gonna dance with streamers. awwww. :)
i can't wait to see the video FA Destiny has created. hehehe.
oh ya.
Jayl is going back in 3 days time.
OMG. i ENVY Jayl soo muchh!
a trip back home is irreplacable, even by the trip the New York!!
Be sure to havee fun Jayl :D
so so so..
i'm still muggingmuggingmugging for stupid exams.
All the best for exams, everyyoneee!!
Philippians 4:13
