hmmm.
what i don't see is that beneath what's visible, some feels burdened. the tasks aren't equally shared simply because some are more experienced in many ways than others.
sedih lohh..
hang in there, people. :)
i'll help out as much as i can.
so i realize that my focus has obliviously been shifted. no longer do i prioritize searching for God's presence. i did dance.
i did sing. happily too.
but sometimes, the heart is not there.
i mean, i sincerely want to participate. however sadly mistaken as what it has to supposedly be intended as.
Eva, Rio & me ate lunch and stayed til 5pm @ orochon ramen after church today. Talking to them has tremenduously made my day. although life has been comparably merciful on me, i do feel lonely sometimes. i laugh but forget easily afterwards.
but i can safely say that i am sincerely happy today.
People's kindness these few days really flattered me. :)
like yesterday, i was late for tutoring just because i lost my way from the aiport back. i was lost once & did again. pelupa sekalii. -_-"
but my student was so kind. he shrugs my coming late off and still buys me a sandwich. he. he. he.
also, if not for kiky who helped fetch vina, all my plans for the day would have cascaded.
yesterdaywascrazinessbutyouguysmademyday.
i grieve,
when my friends stop enduring,
when they stop appreciating life and began to focus on the darker side of it.
thank you eva, rio & kiky for bringing IT back! :D i really do.
hm.. i think i would love to do some rock climbing some time. =)
Philippians 4:13
