it still hurts.
a lot. :(
despite not knowing for sure myself why i would feel this way.
despite having this feeling seems unright for the moment.
perhaps it's just infatuation or self-deception or someinexplicable else.
i wish i could muster some courage to pour my heart out to someone now later.
mostly, i wish i would have given up.
i SHOULD have few long days ago.
time shall tell, shall it? and surely it shall heal too? :(
oh. i so hate being vulnerable.
God help me find a way outttt......... boohooooooooooooooooooooooo
Philippians 4:13
